Hello Beautiful Souls,

Ahhh, saying that I'm excited to get on here to say hello to you today is an understatement!

It is February 1st, 2024 and there has been so much that shifted in the past 12 months that I can't wait to share with you. *Disclaimer this e-mail is solely to tell you all where I've been for the past year like a fun catch up chat hehe*

This time last year I was living in a subleased apartment in Williamsburg, NY.

I was coming up on my 7th month in New York . I was going to church 2-3 times a week (some days 12 hours+) and I had fully broken up with my One on One Manifestation Coach. I decided to take a break from consuming self development content and courses.

I wanted to release any distractions and truly tune into GOD's voice.

I spent most of my days trying to force myself to show up as a coach again, but after a video of mine went viral in the worst way, I couldn't bring myself to show up authentically.

Around this time I made a conscious decision that I wanted to go back into the work field. I wanted to take the pressure off money coming to me in my business so I could show up from an authentic place.

Little did I know this decision was going to bring me back to my roots. Living back at home in Good old Nebraska.

It aligned perfectly when my two best friends from my hometown just so happen to be driving back to Nebraska that month. I was able to catch a ride with my besties and make it back home to my family.

After Spending a few weeks with family I was already looking for new places in New York.

I was absolutely terrified of getting complacent in my hometown.

My older sister could visible see how it was stressful for me.

She could almost feel the scarcity of me needing to control when I go back.

That's when she asked, not told me, if she could give me some advice.

I was hesitant because I knew what she'd say.

"Why don't you just wait a little to go back. Get grounded, save some money and go in a couple months or a year".

"A year?!"

I could feel my heart shatter into a million pieces.

I knew what she was telling me was God's plan for me, but I was so stuck on doing it in my own timing. My own way.

Later that month

After I fully surrendered to the flow.

I found myself working at some place I'd never imagined I'd be working.

A Hospital!

Working at this job reminded me:

1. It is such a privilege to go into certain jobs and not have to figure out what kind of what you're doing. *clock in* *clock out*
2. It teaches you discipline with your cashflow when you're getting paid bi-weekly
3. What a privilege it is to have free health insurance.
4. How important it is to prioritize your energy with daily movement and nutritious food, especially when you're putting 40 hours into a work place.
5. Most issues in a work place arise from lack of communication.
6. How a work place is also a sense of community for most people.

"I can start to see why you sent me here God" I confessed.

You see, when you have a deep understanding that God is always going to put you in specific places, at specific times, with specific people, in order for you to learn certain lessons.

You become so much less resistant to the flow.

It took me months to release the shame I had around going back to work. Being back in my hometown. Staying with my parents.

It felt like I was living in my egos "worst case scenario", but at the same time I felt so much peace.

Emotionally, It was challenging for me to be back absorbed into my family dilemmas. Be back in the place where I picked up unconscious patterns about myself, the world, and money.

The best way I was able to cope with my situation was to write it down. The good. The bad. The emotions. The lessons.

So I did. Not just in a journal. But in a book. (I started writing my first book!!!)

When God gave me the go to go back to NYC.

I didn't want to go anymore. I was terrified.

I'm not ready. Again, my biggest fear of being complacent manifested and I couldn't see how it'd be possible to go back without stretching myself thin again.

Whether I was ready or not, God have given me the go. I had learned the lessons and it was time for the chapter in my life.

and that's where I'm leaving ya off! hehehehe

Again, I am so grateful for this community and all of the people who are investing time and energy into their money mindset. Ya'll truly inspire me!

See you on the Manifesting Money Podcast.

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